Tuesday, April 9, 2013


My Peace Corps journey is officially over. Unfortunately, I was medically separated from the Peace Corps due herniated discs in my spine that could not be adequately treated in country. Health wise, I did not have the best of luck in country: MRSA, tarantula bites, multiple flea infestations, scabies, and numerous parasites and amoebas and to top it all off a back injury prove that. However I miss it terribly and would do it over again in a heartbeat. Leaving halfway through my service meant leaving projects unfinished and not seeing all the beauty and wonder Nicaragua has to offer but I had no choice. Upon returning home in February, my father was diagnosed with cancer and I knew that I would not be able to function worrying about his health and my own thousands of miles away. In a way, I am thankful for the medical separation because it took away the stress and regret over quitting. I hate quitting and it tears me up that I did not get to spend more time in Nicaragua working, improving Spanish, and getting to know more incredible people. There are so many beautiful things about Nicaragua. I strongly suggest visiting Nicaragua and Peace Corps also. At times when feeling down and envious over my fellow PCV’s posts and pictures, I remember the good times I had there and hug the greatest souvenir of all, my sweet Nicaraguan puppy.

Adiós Nicaragua and Peace Corps, thank you for teaching me so much like flexibility, listening skills, Spanish, and forcing my introverted shy self to be an outgoing, extrovert. I will treasure this experience for the rest of my life and am forever grateful to you for introducing me to my soul mate, Risa Pepita. 
Risa and I in the USA! 

Saturday, February 9, 2013


I don’t know what it is about them, but I love them. All. Four legs, two eyes, two ears, one wet nose, one wagging tail and I am smitten. All my life, I have loved dogs, even before I ever had one in my life. For example, as a dog-less kid, posters of puppies adorned my walls. Therefore, living in a country where overpopulation of dogs is common breaks my heart. Too many dogs roam the streets with protruding ribs and empty bellies searching for food. They’re feral, aggressive and fighting to survive. Some have mange and barnacle like blisters where fur should be, some have gashes from dog fights, and some females have sagging nipples from litter after litter. It is an awful thing, to see the creature you the love the most neglected, abused, and slowly dying. I can’t stand it.

A few days ago, I saw the sickest looking dog of my life. Just writing about him now fills my eyes with tears and heart with regret for not doing more for him. He was so thin that his ribs and hip bones showed and so emaciated that that his back legs touched when walking, half of his fur was missing and in its place was barnacle like crusted mange, he was also bleeding from various gashes, and skin was so infected, his stomach and genital area looked charred. He roamed the bus station looking for scraps of food, patiently staring at people hoping for some mercy. He was totally ignored and helpless.  I instantly began to cry upon seeing him. Immediately, I bought him a cooked chicken leg and wing. I was afraid that maybe he’d scarf the entire thing down too fast causing him to vomit so I gave it to him bit by bit. In the middle of a busy, crowded bus station, people looked at me like I was crazy. There I was, squatting in between buses feeding a filthy, sick animal an expensive meal while sobbing. I also gave him fresh clean water and tried to catch him to take him to a vet to be put down or saved if possible. But it was clear that his time on the streets has made him distrust people so as quickly as he could he dodged my attempts and I lost him.  My cab arrived and I cried for the entire half hour ride to the Peace Corps office in Managua.

I cry often over the state of animals here. I just cannot help but think how easily this could have been Risa’s life, how she is the product of parents living this life and what her litter-mates are like now, if alive at all. Risa was so sick and neglected when I first got her. Two different vets told me that she would not live but I persisted and today she is just as every dog should be; happy, healthy, and loved.
Sweet Risa!


Since arriving, I wanted to do something for the dogs here. But my little Spanish and shy nature prevented me initially. Now I am fed up. I tried telling myself the tired and pathetic excuse of “It’s cultural and animals serve a different purpose here” but that never sat well with me. Honestly, its bullshit! NEGLECT IS ABUSE. I have never agreed with cultural relativism and will never let culture excuse cruelty. All living creatures are born with the universal right to live without suffering.   

I have had many conversations with various people in my site about my dog. Many people marvel at how healthy and pretty she is and think that she is a pure bred dog. When I tell them that she is a mixed breed and explain that she looks nice because she eats daily, gets bathed, and acts tame because she is treated well, I always receive looks of surprise or “this gringa (white girl) is crazy.” I also tell people that she is spayed and explain the benefits of it. They’re small steps but worth taking especially in places that disguise cruelty as culture. 

To help make a difference for dogs in Nicaragua, donate to Granada Animal Outreach and Casa Lupita!

Saturday, January 5, 2013

I've been living in the Nicaragua for a year now which has made me nostalgic and feel the need to look back on the last year. 


January 2012: Enjoyed beautiful traditional dances at Diriamba's Fiestas San Patronales. 
February 2012: Visited Volcano Masaya. This is a photo looking down into the crater. The crater is so large that in order to get a photo of it all, you need to be in an airplane. Also this volcano is very active. Here it is steaming awful smelling sulfur and often shoots rocks and debris out. 




March 2012: Left training and nearly burned myself making No Bake cookies on the wood burning stove, in the corner there.This is a shot of the first house I lived in here. 






 April 2012: I moved to Somoto, Madriz and began my service. 
 May 2012: Friends and I swam through the beautiful Somoto Canyon! In this photo, a few Nicaraguan children were about to jump off the cliff. I did not to that. It's like 25 meters high!
 May 2012: I took care of this adorable kitten for my host brother that gave me fleas. 
 June 2012: I beheaded a cockroach after throwing my Chaco sandal at it. Other cool things happened but I'm really proud of this.  
 July 2012: A few of my favorite girls who I work with performed traditional dances at a festival in town. 
August 2012: My best friend Tonya and sister Crystal came to visit. And I took in that adorable puppy (in my arms here) who came on vacation with us too. Here we all are in beautiful Granada.








September 2012: My world is temporarily shattered when a thief steals my puppy. This photo was used on her Missing Dog flyers that advertised a monetary reward. The thief returned her for the reward so I had to pay him to get my own dog back. Jerk. 













Ocotober 2012: Awesome friends and I celebrated my birthday in beautiful Playa Gigante. Also, I held a random baby sea turtle that had hatched and was instinctively crawling his way to the water. Sara and I helped him out a little since he was lost on the rocks. 


November 2012: I met my first centipede here after he entered my room without an invite. Watch out, they sting, have venom, and are supposedly very aggressive. 





December 2012: I ended the year by returning home to gorgeous Washington state and reunited with my Lab loves. They didn't forget me at all! :)


Here's to a happy and healthy 2013 for us all... four legged friends included of course! 
 

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